Torn
Lately I feel torn between oh so many different choices.
These choices never seem clear even after they have been made. I'm torn between two futures and I don't know where to go from here. On the one hand I can go to law school and take that path, and on the other hand I could go to rabbinic school. These are both great ideas and options for where to end up, but lately I'm wondering why I'm so torn. Could it be a sign that I really don't want either of these two and I'm simply wasting my life? Could it be that somewhere inside my head I'm projecting my other problems onto this future one?
Sometimes I feel so lost by my life. Falling from a cliff is the imagery which seems to come to mind. Floating in a free fall also flashes across my mind.
While, the future of my life is an important thing for me to mull over in my head, its a ways off. Right now I'm torn between something else. This one is about my personal life, but I guess you could call it more acurately my romantic life. Without going into too much detail, there are choices to be made in the very near future, and I am simply torn. Maybe I should just give up and not decide. Maybe I should let the decision happen without any input from me.
I'm totally lost.
posted by Harry @ 1:36 PM
1 Comments:
All college students reach this point in their education where they feel as though they're wasting their life. No one ever really knows what they want to do. Most people have multiple careers. Both of those options are great ones, they both follow along the same path as your majors. You can also do both. College is about finding yourself, but no one ever said the yourself needs to be found. Its about the journey. No matter what you do with you life, it will be the right choice. You will be just fine.
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