Hmm maybe some thoughts

Jessica, this one is for you....

So tonight I sat in a room full of people. To my right sat a glass of gin and to my left sat Hebrew books. The initial goal was to study Hebrew with Lindsay, Abby, and Elissa. Quickly it became a social occasion instead. However, this time I decided to do something different. Instead of talking with everyone I chose to remain silent and listen.

Instead of listening I ended up thinking...

I have recently realized that I'm not entirely sure what the hell I'm doing in college. What the hell am I doing? I know I shouldn't live life with any regrets, but maybe I should have taken a year off before coming up to Minnesota.

I’m fairly certain that there’s something missing in my life. That thing missing is a girlfriend. Here’s the thing, I’ve only really had one real girlfriend. It ended very badly and I can’t even stand to be in the same room with her.

I want to find someone, but I seem to be looking for love in all the wrong places. All I seem to have gotten from this has been heartache. I'm not sure where to go next. I want to find someone to be my better half, just don't know how.

There you go my deep thoughts in blog form. I kinda like it.